Teresa Giudiceis still sorting out the final details for her upcoming wedding to fiancéLuis “Louie” Ruelas— but she does know one thing is for certain.

In an interview withEntertainment Tonight, theReal Housewives of New Jerseystar revealed that the pair’s nuptials will not be featured on the Bravo hit show.

“No, it’s not going — not onHousewives, no,” Giudice, 49, said. “So, we’ll see what happens.”

Asked specifically whether it could appear in its own special, Giudice said: “I mean, we don’t know … I haven’t decided, so we’ll see.”

“Of course, I want my fans to see it, because they’ve been on this journey with me. So of course I want them to see it. I really do,” she continued. “It’s [also] something I’ll always have for myself, and, I don’t know. I’m still torn.”

Teresa Giudice and Louie Ruelas.Teresa Giudice Instagram

Teresa Giudice and Luis Ruelas

Giudice also said she wants to “have a great time” during the ceremony, pointing out that you “can’t play certain music” if the wedding is televised.

“So I don’t know,” she added. “I’m very torn.”

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Giudice and Ruelas met in 2020 while vacationing on the Jersey Shore. The twosomegot engaged in Italyin October 2021.

Luis Ruelas and Teresa Giudice.Charles Sykes/Bravo/NBCU Photo Bank/Getty

Luis Ruelas Teresa Giudice

Giudice previously told PEOPLE shefelt “a little overwhelmed"planning the special occasion, though she knew she didn’t want the wedding “to be about everyone else.”

“I just want it to be about, of course, Luis and I,” she said in January. “You always do things better and different at the same time. So I’m doing it, and I want it to just be about us.”

Giudice shares daughtersGia, 21,Gabriella, 18,Milania, 16, andAudriana, 13, with ex-husbandJoe Giudice. The former pairfinalized their divorcein September 2020 after 20 years of marriage.

Part 3 ofThe Real Housewives of New Jerseyseason 12 reunion airs Tuesday at 8 p.m. ET on Bravo.

source: people.com